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Cried Wolf (rough demo, guitar accompaniment)

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Still Waters

Ecclesiastes Papong

Feelings don’t die, they just sleep

Beneath still waters running deep

Don’t dive into me again

Just to hurt me again in the end

You blame me when you drown

When did I pull you down?

If you don’t pull through

Don’t ask me to let go of you

Don’t say that I think too much

If you can’t commit, then don’t touch

Don’t dive into me again

Just to hurt me again in the end

You blame me when you drown

When did I pull you down?

If you don’t pull through

Don’t ask me to let go of you

Still Waters (original music)

It just noticed that I am really moving away from pop music towards eerie music. It must be my mood or state of mind but with regard to my music, I think I am liking it. To listen to the audio, go to my tumblr.

Still Waters

Ecclesiastes Papong

Feelings don’t die, they just sleep

Beneath still waters running deep

Don’t dive into me again

Just to hurt me again in the end

You blame me when you drown

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Cried Wolf

I wrote a new song this week. If you want to listen to the audio, it is here.

I recorded it using my macbook. Forgive me for the quality of the audio.

CRIED WOLF

Feelings that I thought had died

Came back stronger than ever

Walls that had taken years to put up

Torn down by the kiss of summer

Your fingers ran over my shoulders

My heart ran towards you

It felt like it was the only right thing

The…

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Vulnerability

Love didn’t hurt me. It just can’t hurt anyone. The lover hurt me. He hurt me because he could. He could hurt me because I allowed him to. Because I was vulnerable. I’ve always been vulnerable. Love didn’t hurt me but it made me vulnerable. So did love hurt me? Indirectly?

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Stupid

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I saw him again. I saw Risk in Chance’s clothing. I saw Misery but he looked like Hope. My mind was clever so it cried wolf like it always did but my heart did not hear.

I saw him and he saw me. He held me in his arms in his own special ways. He held me in his arms so my nightmares would not haunt me. I felt safe. Protected. Warm. No one and nothing could hurt me.

But he could. And he did. For…

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An old man plays his erhu

How ruthless of him to remind me of you

And make me cry like weeping violins

As I try to walk away from might’ve-beens

From memories and from your echo

But they follow me wherever I go

A young boy plays with his kite

How naïve of me to think that it might

Be a sign that it’s not time to let go

A heart too broken refuses to know

How to weigh the intangible and empty

Too broken to embrace reality

I Still Remember You (lyric video)

This is the lyric video of my song “I Still Remember You”. Enjoy!